Eating solids

We took our daughter to Peckham Pulse/Soft play today, He first play outing. She  really is still too small to join in so we lay her in the ballpit where she just loved! Maybe she was just so happy sharing playtime with both of us!

4 months Today

Angel, 

I can not believe your already 4 months old today. Time is moving too fast. I remember the day I was told I was expecting you like it was yesterday.

Before you were conceived, I wanted you. Before you were born, I loved you. When you were born, I saw your face and I knew that I was in love. Before you were an hour old, I knew I would die for you. To this day, I will. This is the miracle of life.

You complete me baby girl

Love Mummy xxxx

I thought I knew Love

I thought I knew love. I do know love but now it comes in a different form. I am in love with my husband. He's an amazing support system.

So this different form of love, I call it motherhood. I was told you never know how much you can love someone until you have a child. I look at Tula and I want to cry. Even when she's crying and won't go to sleep. I stare at her and can't believe she's mine. She is so gorgeous and I am in total awe. I love being at home with her and it makes me want to be a stay at home mum more and more.

Nyron is a great father, even though he doesn't think it, he really is. Of course I have had my sleep-deprived, post-partum hormonal moments which I have taken out on him but he takes it with such grace. He nodds his head, and walks away. He's amazing with Tula and he is totally in love. She has him wrapped around her finger and she's barely 5 months old.

Right now I am sitting next to the baby monitor. Tula is not wanting to go to sleep but he's keeping his patience and talking to her. I know he wants her to sleep so bad but he continues to sooth her. I don't think he knows I have the monitor on.

Motherhood is a great thing to be a part of.
 I am finally feeling a part of this new club. It's a lifetime membership and I am proud to be a part of it.