Showing posts with label Letter to my baby Bean. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Letter to my baby Bean. Show all posts

Friday, 15 April 2011

Hello Baby

Hello Baby,
I’m your mummy. I found out about you a week ago, and I’ve been wanting to write to you and welcome you, but I must say, I’ve been so busy it’s been hard to sit down and find a gap to form the thoughts in my head into words.

So, how did it happen? Well, I just felt ‘funny’ and was pretty certain I’d missed my period (if you’re a boy and that’s TMI, I apologise!) so I when to our Gp and requested 2 pregnancy tests.I was at work at the time. The plan wa to do the test at home with Daddy but I couldn't wait. I did the test at work and had great trouble reading the test, it had the 2 pink lines, but i still wasn't sure, could I be? I called the nurse and she said sounds like I am but I should come in and do another the next day. I told Daddy about the positive test and he was so happy, shocked as it happend a little sooner than we thought it would but happy.
We told Tula, but she’s too small to really understand what it means.
Going by my own dates and guestimates, I suspect you’re now 4 weeks old  I must admit, while I’m excited, I am also quite scared. I keep having flashbacks to Tula’s first days, months, weeks, and I can’t wait to experience it all again. I keep saying to Daddy that I can’t wait to feel you move, so that I know everything is alright.
I have a good 12 or so weeks to wait, but in the meantime, you hold on tight, hang in there where it’s cozy, and know that mummy and daddy love the idea of you so much already.

Lots of love
Mummy