I welcome everything. I welcome the morning sickness, the nausea, the face break outs, the sore boobs, the bloating, the weight gain....anything! I am okay with gaining 100 pounds if that means for me to birth a healthy baby. I am okay with throwing up everyday if that means a healthy baby.
When the day comes, I welcome everything.
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Monday, 7 December 2009
Tuesday, 7 October 2008
Hope
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I just hope. I hope for good timing. A round belly. A healthy pregnancy. A bouncing baby. I do hope. Though, I have moments, even days where hope is strained and pessimism sets in like a flu. I hope for a chance to be a Mum and to see my husband as a Dad. What two greater honors are there in this life?
I realize that life is not ALL about becoming pregnant or having a child. I also know that I have seen and done a lot and sure there is more to do... Always more... And I feel in my very being that having a child is not only a gift but it is something I would like to experience in this lifetime. It is something I would feel so blessed to say outloud one day "I am the mother of...." "This is my child."
I know that having a baby will not complete me. I know there is always more to "want" and "need" but I also know that wanting to have a baby after my miscarriage is a really deep want. It is more of a want then it was when I got pregnant and didn't know my baby was going to die. I really WANT to know what it is to be a mother and kiss my child. So, I have hope today. I see hope. I feel hope.
And I also know that sometimes HOPE is all we have.
I realize that life is not ALL about becoming pregnant or having a child. I also know that I have seen and done a lot and sure there is more to do... Always more... And I feel in my very being that having a child is not only a gift but it is something I would like to experience in this lifetime. It is something I would feel so blessed to say outloud one day "I am the mother of...." "This is my child."
I know that having a baby will not complete me. I know there is always more to "want" and "need" but I also know that wanting to have a baby after my miscarriage is a really deep want. It is more of a want then it was when I got pregnant and didn't know my baby was going to die. I really WANT to know what it is to be a mother and kiss my child. So, I have hope today. I see hope. I feel hope.
And I also know that sometimes HOPE is all we have.
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