So this different form of love, I call it motherhood. I was told you never know how much you can love someone until you have a child. I look at Tula and I want to cry. Even when she's crying and won't go to sleep. I stare at her and can't believe she's mine. She is so gorgeous and I am in total awe. I love being at home with her and it makes me want to be a stay at home mum more and more.
Nyron is a great father, even though he doesn't think it, he really is. Of course I have had my sleep-deprived, post-partum hormonal moments which I have taken out on him but he takes it with such grace. He nodds his head, and walks away. He's amazing with Tula and he is totally in love. She has him wrapped around her finger and she's barely 5 months old.
Right now I am sitting next to the baby monitor. Tula is not wanting to go to sleep but he's keeping his patience and talking to her. I know he wants her to sleep so bad but he continues to sooth her. I don't think he knows I have the monitor on.
Motherhood is a great thing to be a part of.
I am finally feeling a part of this new club. It's a lifetime membership and I am proud to be a part of it.
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